Tuesday, February 3, 2009


I am a skeptic. Ever since I acquired my new outlook on life I randomly put away my fiction reading, unable to suspend disbelief, even for an instant. But yesterday- on a random impulse- I downloaded a huge collection of scifi, erotica, fantasy, horror, and suspense novels. And didn't sleep reading.

A part of me has returned, and my love of all things metal with it too. I've been without my pills for 2 days, have the fucked up withdrawal, and still feel all sorts of awesome. And I suddenly feel hopeful about halving gradually my daily dose.

1 comment:

  1. I have trouble with fiction reading. I really do. I can handle some of it, but most just irks me.